Greetings from thecoolkidlist

Hello Secrets for Strangers readers, Amaya from thecoolkidlist here. I'd like to share some secrets for all of you, and I feel like I might just be a stranger in this world of Foram's blog readers. I always like sharing secrets because I feel like it connects me to the person that I'm sharing ya know? So when I was first introduced to Foram's blog I love, love, loved the name. Now I follow Secrets for Strangers, and love Foram's writing style and amazing outlook, her passion for her friends and loved ones, mostly I really enjoy feeling connected to her through her posts, because we only see each other once or twice a week.

So, here is my secret:

I'm scared I'll never be anything of importance.

yeah, annoying right? Does everyone feel that way? I don't know, sometimes I feel the city and world passing around me, falling into holes, curling around buildings, I think to myself when I walk down the street: ... This is my catwalk, this is my life, I am alive and well and moving, that is all I can ask for.

but... when really, Im terrified that I am gonna walk off some cliff and never land, Ill land in water and spend my whole life drowning. Oy, I don't know what to do about this, I don't know how to make it stop and I don't know when Il be satisfied.

I hope someday?

See because I don't even know what would constitute importance to me... ugh, what does that mean, how would it feel to be really really important? Is that super selfish? Oy. It is how I really feel though. truly.


for now, I am just gonna sit in the grass... ya dig?

I hope this was ok Foram...
everyone can find me for more organized and hilarious posts here.

holla@yagirl♥
AMK